Remaining 3 subjects with 8 papers
after that, I would to plan something ^^
because I am not chosen for the first batch of national service
maybe I will work ?

Last Tuesday is the last day for Ah Sing's tuition
Ah Sing cried and let almost all wanna to cry
Seem like Ah Sing very nervous about our add math
he very take care, messaging to remind us, encourage us when we faced something problem from paper 1.
It seem like a nothing, but he has about 100-200 students and send 4-5 messages per person.
imaging this...
after I saw these messages, I gam dong .
From that, I respect him :)

maybe after the tuition, I will not see 'him' after all
Should I happy ?
but without any reason,  I felt a bit sad about that.
Why??!!
Maybe is because of I still can't accept his leaving without reasons.
before meet him again, I thought I am relief from it.
But, after met him again for the first time, I shocked and my heart beat in fast.
Nothing can said it.
hope the time would help me to wash this memories.

gtg, bye.
20/11/2014

毕业了

今年毕业地点不一样，在MSU举行

在整个过程中时间从星期六变到去星期四

当我知道一起举行的学校有我所熟悉的 SMKTS

我愣了一下，想起他，过后就想象会怎样遇见...

但我也没再去多想了。

不过，在毕业前一个星期，竟然梦见了他。

梦见前所未有的举动...

我不禁好奇 怎么会梦见他？

今天到达目的地时，

我浑身不舒服（刚好比较亲的朋友没跟上我轻快的脚步

四处瞄，最后看到他，我故作镇定，眼神飘过他

我班的同学叫我们排队，刚好在他附近，

我若无其事的去排队。

我察觉到他瞄到，但他的眼神也是闪过。

我拿毕业证书时要回座位时，得经过他学校那一区，

我还期许他能望一望我的背影....

到他拿毕业证书时我默默的望着荧幕...

当要拍全体照时，我校老师叫我们去前面站时，

我的脚自主的往他的学校那一区站...

我到底怎么了？

每次听到他的消息我会愣一下，

稍后就回想起我们之前的事。

每次碰巧遇到他，

我都是故作没看到他、当他是路人经过。

自从那件事之后，

我们真的只能当成熟悉的陌生人吗...？

Last week 最後一個星期

Finally ! Holidays is coming soon !

假期終於要來了

Holly shit! physic paper is difficult ! I just hope my physic can pass by the way ... 

物理好難哦！但願能及格就好了。

Back to the topic, hmm... I would like to plan some activities for my holiday ! Next year is the important year for whole life! So I want do some relax before I hardworking to do it ;)

回歸正題，在這個假期裡，我打算計劃一些活動！明年是重要的一年，會影響我的人生！所以我打算先歇一歇！

First, although it is holiday, I also need to sleep and wake up early . I want to have good habit for my healthy and want to grow up my height! (☆_☆) the final exam take me so stress until disturb my period... Almost 1month no have come now :( my face also in not good condition , many pimples on my face now ... 

首先，虽然是假期，但还得早睡早起。我想养成一个好的习惯为了我身体的着想以及想增加我的身高(☆_☆) 年終考試讓我感到很壓力導致搗亂了我的經期。已經有一個月沒來了(´･_･`) 我的臉也在處於不好的狀態，有好多青春痘在我的臉上。

Second, if can, sport in everyday :) and learn to cook . Soybean, cakes and more !

第二，如果可以的話，每天做運動還有學習煮廚。豆漿水，蛋糕還有更多！

Third, watch Japanese dorama ! Love to watch it ! I always watch to relieve stress. I could also learn Japanese through the dorama :)

第三，看日劇！我很喜歡看！ 一直以來我都是看日劇來釋放壓力。從中也可以學習日語 ( ^ω^ )

And many more... But I would like to realise this three first :D got to go , need to some revision for next week exam :) bye.

還有更多，但我先做這三件事。=) 要下線了，做些溫習給下個星期的考試，再見

yup

my feeling like sea wave

sometime is small wave and big wave with unpredictable 

is Him!

I decided to not like him again 

I deleted his message between us

deleted his contact number

but at last I also can't do it :(

worst life now 

I would like to have Doraemon stuff 

let me forget this memory 

let me not met to him

huh :(

Exam is coming

I am STRESS !!!

I scared that I can't handle this emotion 

I just can cry to relieve the stress

I just can listen music 

I just can sleep

but the stress is not go far away from me ! :(

I would like to be do more meaning in my life

I want to change the worse thing in my life

haiz ....

--- 

every thing is do for you

every thing for you 

(Hey!Say!7 - Just For You) :')

arg.....no mood to study T_T
happened many thing in this few days :(
haiz....
Wenyi you such a stupid! he don't care about you already, why you keep going sad?
haiz.....
is me refuse he but why I am sad-ing now :(
It shouldn't happen between us
It shouldn't happen in this time
It shouldn't HAPPEN!!!
My friend said: you just like him in moment....(I am not sure)
She also said: If like a person, will not care about his background (I agree because when he said to me, I am CONFUSED)

I wanted to cry because cry is better than put the feeling in heart
So I was just cry when I want
When I heard a song I want to cry, I will just cry
When I thought back our memory and want to cry, I will just cry
CRY CRY CRY I knew I am a baby :')

Yamada Kun To Nananin No Majo
many kiss scene of the dorama
someone said that in the manga .....
the kiss scene is more than the dorama
girl kiss girl
boy kiss boy
//////v//////

It is a comedy dorama
I laugh so much when I see XD
ending song is acchan sing : time machine
ah~~~ want to buy the single
but no money QAQ

I also want to buy Kana Nishino album : Love Collection ~ Pink/ Mint
1 album chg Japan yen to Malaysia ringgit
is RM100++
because of Malaysia ringgit value quite down -.-

this is acchan single CM <3 nbsp="" p="">

Kana Nishino album CM

by: love JPOP sing by Japanese Singer 

I don't know why I am so easy to like someone (in reality)

because of I am easy to misunderstand ? hahahaha

I was imagined a romance dating

The story is begin with a summer festival

wearing lovely yukatta with the boy I like

and walking at the seaside

and at a period ,the boy confession to me

hahahaha

always imagine this such thing = =

I gonna mad

It is because of always see Japanese dorama?

ahhhh~~~ like to see the love scene dorama

Summer nude

the character Hanae is I like the most

My Japanese name also using hers name , Gin Hanae :3

I also like the dorama song~ Summer Nude 2013

Yamashita sing this song

when listen this song.... it feel like summer is coming again

hahaha

6月23日

话说23日是我的生日
刚好在礼拜天
真是如此悲剧
星期一又因为烟霾所以停课
真不知道
他们是不是真的忘了
至少也要在面书祝个福嘛
明明有手机也可以祝福

哈
我干嘛要在意
反正是我自己没跟他们
每次都是自己一个人下课，上厕所。

人都是需要朋友的

对我来说，有时才需要吧
我可以习惯自己一个人上厕所，下课的

我生日几天后，其他的寿星在学校的班里庆祝
哈 真是讽刺
当时心想，真好，有一班的朋友一起帮她庆祝

#
如果有这么一次机会
我真想不要在这里
去一个地方重新开始。

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